the day will come...

and if u ask me whether i'm excited or am i ready?

ofcoz not! it is a different world out there....who knows what can happen there?
i miss malaysia now...like seriously....this is the best place to live....i have my family here, boyfriend here...best friends and not so good friends here..shopping mall everywhere and i know where to go and decide where i wan to go and wat to do...............................

argh!!!! mentally and physically not ready for this at all!!! hostel during form 6 was a nightmare...even though i can come back home on weekends and PJ is just less than 30 min drive away...zhe jiang? 5 hours flight...

damn!! ofcoz i'll meet new friends and new ppl there...but who knows whether i'll find someone that ngam with me? just hate to feel alone and feel lost....

wish time go faster so i no need to work anymore just hang out with family friends and boyfriend!!!! but at the same time don't want it to be so quick >.<

gonna do more exercise to release this stupid tension....these days keep on raining....WTH....

农大？浙大？damn....its so hard....even though i had made a decision earlier...but there are so many uncertainties going on...argh!!! hoping someone can go run with me to release this gas...sam why u so busy?!

hye yo!

yo! i just need 2 vit C pills, a kiwi and some sleep then i'm 80% out of the sick zone~!

btw, things are getting strange these days...I just found out i can't recall more and more chinese words...even though i read the newspaper almost everyday...gosh.....how am i going to survive 5 years in china? hmmm....sept is so close to me.....after going MLTR concert at setia alam, i am so into MLTR! their songs are very meaningful...and some are extremely sad! listening to songs these days makes me feel every song is a goodbye song....like "Complicated Heart"....it is so goodbye!!!

I'm gonna miss sam so much!!!

life is hard sometimes

GOD!!! this is why sometimes i hate it when i'm sick...you will feel down...so down and u start to think the negative way...it is just flu..only flu!!

If i'm not sick, i definitely will feel so happy and proud my dear see yu-sam finally become so hardworking for assignments and exams...wow~! and then this flu comes....makes me feel why is he so busy no time chap me...

everything gonna be alright~~ come on!!! saturday is so close....<3